Lol it’s weird I miss Texas. I never thought I would. It was boring. And everything in life was telling me I needed to move. I do miss the space tho and the people and how comfortable I was, but I know if I go back it’ll be the same shit, and I can’t let my life play out like that..
New York is completely different though. The people. It’s like… social networks come to life. Everyone is so corny and predictable .. rude.. Fake. It’s a constant energy battle. All the time. Lol. I gotta definitely find some alone time. It’s such a material world. But at the same time it’s endlessly full of opportunity, lessons, culture. At the end of the day I know I need to be here. No matter how fake I think everybody is. I do feel like my energy has been fucked with since I’ve moved but I just have to rebuild. I think overall New York is just a bit scarier. So it changes everyone. I was definitely more comfortable in Houston but I’ll find my comfort in New York. I’m still well aware that I can do anything. It’s just a huge ass adjustment.